It’s been 2 months since the last period that I have written regularly here. Things change. I’ve returned to my old habit of media consumption, and sometimes my mood gets the worst of me. Re-reading my own writing, I feel like the past me has figured out all of it. But what’s failing is me. I didn’t keep doing what i know makes it better, I justdo what I like. Then I forgot what am I supposed to do, then I’ll feel like shit.